Search for self

I found myself in my weakness

Abound with the misfortunes of my tragedy 

I used it to step upwards and beyond 

In my suffocating silence I found my voice 

Released from the void it was trapped 

I found peace within my cluttered thoughts and I found the words I needed to say in my humbled disarray 

I learned the lyrics to my soul and the melody of my heart 

To impart and improve on myself; self help 

I’m ascending upwards whilst going deeper into something else 

Now only time to tell… 

I’m finally doing me right…

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Distant Temptation

For what you observe is only a part of what you see

A distant sea of mystery 

A quest to find her map

To lead you down astray 

A celestial body of her own orbit

Plaster far away 

To entertain, she plays 

But much too close is much too far away

A murky stream in her rainbow 

Where it rains gently below

Where only she knows

Where lie her pot of gold…

Mystery

A complete experience 

Unbreathable 

Submerged in this body

Covered in truth 

Stained by darkness 

A hollow glow in her eyes 

Magnetized 

Magnified 

Mystified 

By the river of tears she cries 

Splashed to uncover her veil of myth 

Let her sing out 

Bird in her flutter inside 

Bound inside the metal cage they cry

Kept deep down inside 

The oceans and the tide abide 

In the unsubtle flux captured in the mask outside 

Hidden down below

No one certainly knows…

Curtain call

Summon great fantasy and play it in my mind 

Before, it’s only a matter of time…

Red and blue cross center in blasting sirens 

That means it’s time

Wind the clock down zero

No more hero

0’s down filed away 

Time for me to go and play

Been through it, now I’m done with it 

Send down the holy water and wash my hands clean 

Scarlet red wrapped around my head 

Lay it down low 

And bring me up high,

Farther than the sky 

Lift the curtains and close them down 

Take your final bow…

Bondage

Constant alliance 

Reduce the impact of defiance 
Colliding spectacles turned powdery dust

That represents the both of us 

In my lane, driving my own bus 

And you in yours

Hands and feet meet at the shores 

Just to reassure that it’s both of us caught in this web of madness 

Weaving our way both in and out of troubles…

To inspire and desire 

Lust and acquire 

In an utter and most demanding tone on your part

You and I are never will never be apart…

Wonderment

Sky grey eating away at my feelings 

So hard to shake them lose 

Especially when you’re the one who always remain true to you

Emotional tragedy 

They all stare in wonderment as to why and when

Was it me? 

No it’s not you 

It’s me being all too true…

After a long time.

Summon great fantasy and play it in my mind 

Before, it’s only a matter of time

Red and blue cross center in blasting sirens 

That means it’s time

Wind the clock down zero

No more hero

0’s down filed away 

Time for me to go and play

Been through it now I’m done with it 

Send down the holy water and wash my hands clean 

Scarlet red wrapped around my head 

Lay it down low 

And bring me up high,

Farther than the sky 

Lift the curtains and close them down 

Take your final bow…