Lessons 

Life lessons that teachers don’t teach 

The things that we don’t speak 

Or what we cannot foresee 

Brings my fingers alive again

Make them put forth truth again

Make them write something brand new 

Words that are too deep to be shallow 

Put them on a paper written in sorrow with a pen spoken for tomorrow 

The words go unsaid 

Tremble within their own fear 

Left for dead but brought to light 

In the limelight but prefer to keep out of sight 

These words are my scriptures 

Testify in the testimonies of my testament

Heart pounding and thumping alone within the life line of it’s own beat in life 

Ripples in it’s walk

Lost in ones thoughts 

Thing don’t alway go steady 

And you don’t get to get when you’re not ready 

I’ll always be by your side 

And when you cry I cry

Life’s so not fair…

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Prayerfully liberated 

Father forgive me and liberate my mind for it’s only a short amount of time when time is no longer mine

Show me my wrongdoings and guide me back on your scared path

Show me when the devil is trying to attack and how to counteract his demons

Teach me and train me as your faithful pupil 

Increase my knowledge and make my mind fruitful 

Bestow your presence amongst my peers, guide them and steer them clear 

From a hungry mouth growling for rich blood 

Keep me dipped and sheltered in the Savior’s love

May your continuous grace always show upon my face 

For you alone are my saving grace

Selah…

Rip Tides 

Does the forecast show if it will snow?

Or if the summer’s will glow will mesh into the blue skies and creates a hue so beautiful to the eyes

While the spring showers washes away the tears from your face

And the autumn’s moon fill the shadows with a glow in your space

When all the collaborated madness reaches it’s peak and it no longer has the desire to reach into something so far beyond what we seek 

Rip tides caught up in the seas below and and we find ourselves in it’s current of false delusions 

Warring hearts and minds spirals into an inward triplicity manifesting in hidden truths

Set forth a glow that continues to grow in me and you 

Speak a calm over my soul and calm the waters within 

An ethereal purity from the baptism of rip tides in a world a sin…

The 13 year old plague

My soul tossed and turned 

My mind churned 

A heavy baggage my soul kept 

So many nights it made me weep 

So many nights I couldn’t sleep

Lightning flashes across my face

I lift my head to pray

For this cost I felt I had to pay

A deep deep hurt finally caught up with me and you

And I hated you for a bit

I thought about you then me and it was me hurting 

A selfish non-love

And what did it look like?

What did it sound like?

The sound of your voice played in my mind

The scenes of your demons that continued to fight me

You were the plague that follow me

I thought I would have never seen the end 
Years and years 

Depression kept me locked and insane 

A huge swelling in my brain

Felt it down to my soul and I couldn’t grow too old without this story being told

My heart began to swell as I knew the time was drawing near 

I had to tell

I had to kill the demon

The darkness followed me

I felt like I was slipping again

Back into my dread 

I confessed to myself and it left me weak 

Months of debates with myself 

Back and forth guessing 

Back and forth tears 

The seam tore 

The yoke broken and it’s shape seeped into the dwellings of pure white 

Uncover the scales from my eyes

Unveil this beautiful bride into the promise of her future

Take away my pain, this powerful strain

Tired of being taken advantage of

I bet my all 

Taken this fall 

I have not failed 

A slave of one not two 

2016 I was made anew…

Ascension 

Work of art 

Listen to me tell my story

Of sorrow and glory

Possessive well protected existence 

Dwelling sometimes not

A summer melting pot 

Careful study of another’s interest 
Caught in a war with my heart

Spill the details on a page 

Hopefully gives you a visual aid 

Picture my words in action

Misguided attraction 

High tension aggressively beats well and clear 

Feel it down to your soul 

Shaken the emotions inside you 

Shine the light in my hell

Ring up the bell

Call me up 

Before I run out of “luck”

Shaking my head down low

Lifting it high up

Let me now sip out of a golden cup

Queen of dominion 

Thus now given 

Lift it up and take sip

It’s yours now

Immerse yourself head first in

Transcend from your sin

It’s yours for the win…

Blue skies, Red eyes

Stopped searching for you

Now I’m trying to find me

Charted my life in this jungle of a journey 

Jet blue take off into the blue skies 

Lift off into the sun

Oh so young 

Debating and betting against myself 

With scars and tears 

Claps and cheers 

Broken hearts lie in my own resurrection 

Lifted back into this life still under the sun 

Have I won? 

My eyes are dipped low

Not even my pupils show

Stained red

I’ve said all I can say 

Now I must go my separate way…

Night flower

A shallow reflection of starburst colors arranged carefully in the prism of madness 

When our sun times perfectly with the moonlit sky

An equinox doubles itself in you and I 

And we lie in perfect time

Double up stares to the sky 

Then back to you and I

Black star prickled sky formed over us 

Bless this cursed night as I fight with my feelings to tell just how brightly you make me shine inside

Can’t you see the lights on in my eyes?

Wow, such a moment in time 

Spent not so selfishly tonight

As you watch this flower grow

Under the careful watch of the moon’s glow

A fertile mind in a field of continuous sprouting

Spring forth new dreams about you and I…