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Waste

They implode from the inside as you quietly watch from out

Their silent tears of seemingly abandonment seep into the veins of their being

The erratic behavior is self induced and misery becomes their self indulgent behavior

Attached at the heart is the theme of “failure” and it becomes cursed at the beat

Self pity becomes self loathing and nothingness becomes of thee…

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Not Again…

Many days I spend trying to hold it in…

The barreling emotions of the hideous sin
Evolve my mind within to wipeout my grief
From the sorrow kept so deep
Delved in too deep once again
Here we go…
Spiral down the rabbit hole
To places where no one knows
Where horror unfolds
All bound inside
Invisible hands hold my mouth shut
Invisible words keeps silence at bay while my thoughts run far away
Body held in the bosom of fear which tend to hold me dear
Let my eyes dry up my tears so that no one can tell
Hold back the barrage of the wells of my soul
Let me swim in the isolation of the untold world that continues to unfold in such a dark soul…

Search for self

I found myself in my weakness

Abound with the misfortunes of my tragedy 

I used it to step upwards and beyond 

In my suffocating silence I found my voice 

Released from the void it was trapped 

I found peace within my cluttered thoughts and I found the words I needed to say in my humbled disarray 

I learned the lyrics to my soul and the melody of my heart 

To impart and improve on myself; self help 

I’m ascending upwards whilst going deeper into something else 

Now only time to tell… 

I’m finally doing me right…

Distant Temptation 

For what you observe is only a part of what you see

A distant sea of mystery 

A quest to find her map

To lead you down astray 

A celestial body of her own orbit

Plaster far away 

To entertain, she plays 

But much too close is much too far away

A murky stream in her rainbow 

Where it rains gently below

Where only she knows

Where lie her pot of gold…

Mystery 

A complete experience 

Unbreathable 

Submerged in this body

Covered in truth 

Stained by darkness 

A hollow glow in her eyes 

Magnetized 

Magnified 

Mystified 

By the river of tears she cries 

Splashed to uncover her veil of myth 

Let her sing out 

Bird in her flutter inside 

Bound inside the metal cage they cry

Kept deep down inside 

The oceans and the tide abide 

In the unsubtle flux captured in the mask outside 

Hidden down below

No one certainly knows…

Father Time

Father ticking time

Spending dimes

When will it be all mines? 

How much longer can I wait?

My entire being waits in haste 

Calm me down and mellow me out 

Waiting for this drought to come to an end 

Cracked, dry ground I cannot no longer stand upon 

How much is time is not too long? 

Anxiety gets me 

Agony of jealousy 

Father please help me

See how far I’ve come?

Please sound the drum

Put me on a roll

Mount me high up and roll me down like a holy scroll

Unravel it all

Around of applause

As I erase any doubt that you would leave me thirsty in this drought

It is only a matter of time 

The creator of time

When it will all be mine…